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My Other HalfI hear the voice,
Snickering in the back.
He laughs the laugh of the snake.
I follow the voice,
Only to discover the truth.
That voice is me.
The MistakeIn the deep darkness of my life,
I can still feel my love for you.
Burning, but with a soft, warm glow.
And in the back of my mind,
I can hear myself calling your name.
Missing you every moment of every day.
The pain, the hurt, is still there,
hiding behind a mask.
When you really look into my eyes,
you no longer see the mask, but the real me.
I still love you, from the depths of my soul.
Couldn't you tell what we had was true?
No, you couldn't, and you didn't.
You ruined something so pure.
Sometimes at night I think, " If you come back will things be like they were? Or will I put on a mask to hide the hurt?"
I've poured all my feelings into this.
All my thoughts, my dreams.
Now I have nothing more to say, except, goodbye.
I will no longer see your smiling face.
I shall see you in the after life,
Good Bye my love.
In my little box locked away in a dark little room
no where to go. no where to hide
im all alone in my little box
just sitting there talking to my self
"stay away", i scream
I smash my head on the cold steel wall
I yell out,"leave me alone! get out of my head!"
you don't know what it's like to feel what i feel
you don't see the things i see, or hear the things i hear
if you knew the way i felt
then you would be just like me
I felt the blood draining from my wrists
I loved the sensation, i couldn't resist
your lucky i wasn't dead already
i wanted to do it long ago
i don't know why i didn't do it when i had the perfect chance
you were the only thing stopping me
it because of you i wanted to die
i screamed at the top of my lungs as i fall to my knees and cry
when i didn't have you at all you were so intriguing
i couldn't resist you
now that i had you, you are gone
i don't love you anymore or less
this is my poem to you my love
i hope you read it well
good bye forever......now its my time to go.<b>
The Pain InsideIm tired of the way you look at me,
Im tired of the things you say.
I don't wanna be here any more.
I wanna run away.
You claim you know how i feel,
But you have no idea.
you don't know my true feelings
you don't have my aches
and you don't carry my burdens
if you felt the way i do
i think you would want me to
I can't put my feelings into words
but if we were together
i could make you one promise,
that i would always be faithful.<strong>
what love is not.it was a s l o p p y first kiss where
my drunk lips fumbled against yours.
the dull thwack of my heart,
locked behind curved ribs
cleared my groggy brain,
clouded with lustful premonitions.
it was an e l e c t r i f y i n g first kiss where
you entwined your hands in my hair.
your mouth encompassed mine and
my breath became lost in the steady
of your chest.
it was a s h y first kiss where
i pulled away before you could explore.
your tongue grazed my teeth,
searching for a way past the ivory gates.
i dug my finger into the stubble along your jaw,
my nail lulling your carnal desires.
it was my first kiss with you.
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