The Mistake

In the deep darkness of my life,
I can still feel my love for you.
Burning, but with a soft, warm glow.
And in the back of my mind,
I can hear myself calling your name.
Missing you every moment of every day.
The pain, the hurt, is still there,
hiding behind a mask.
When you really look into my eyes,
you no longer see the mask, but the real me.
I still love you, from the depths of my soul.
Couldn't you tell what we had was true?
No, you couldn't, and you didn't.
You ruined something so pure.
Sometimes at night I think, " If you come back will things be like they were? Or will I put on a mask to hide the hurt?"
I've poured all my feelings into this.
All my thoughts, my dreams.
Now I have nothing more to say, except, goodbye.
I will no longer see your smiling face.
I shall see you in the after life,
Good Bye my love.
           Sincerly,
        The Mistake.